Drop kaboom!

2006-01-09T21:27:00.000+08:00

Kiss kiss.

Been awhile since i seriously blogged,ey?
Been busy lazing arn in bed,suppering at odd hours and just being bored to death.
Well my life's been pretty much boring since the Os have been over,
im always BROKE,ok not ALWAYS but yeah well.
Im always clubbing,got to cut down on that,im always sleeping.And always
missing people.Im glad i got to catch up with Nisha recently,yet to see Amar since she's been to london and all.She's like the only soul having fun seriously.

Ive yet to get a job,my only source of income is tutoring wxsie,humans that is.
I suck at mostly everything else.Im glad least in that way im getting paid.
The ex is back,right.I dont even want to go in depth of that issue,cos it only annoys me.
Well everything else basically sucks for me,i just cant wait to go for a hol,so anyone free? lemme know yeaaa !

2005-12-02T19:19:00.000+08:00

2005-12-02T19:11:00.000+08:00

Donchaaaa`!

I need a job like badlyy!! With all the endless partying ive been attmepting to do and the late
night supperings,ive like noo more cashhh! And mom's already starting to naggg,arghh but i cant possibly sitting home doing nothing rytee? Clearing my mind off stuff and working on the futureeee! Im glad Suren's at least mailing properly w/o anyy harsh words and stuff,so that's a green light.And like my mom and shaf are like positivee we'l get back together. hellooo?? Ever thought abt the mom-in-law from hell? Hahhaha ohh well,mommy's bdae is on monday and i have no moneyy to get her ANYTHIGN. Devastating i tell you.

Anyways,im too tired to say anythingg so i'l blog laters !

2005-12-01T02:17:00.000+08:00

Grad night !

So with grad night over and one withh,im offcially an ex pl lite.
Hahahha,ohhhh the day was good i swear.
Filled with fun,laughter and my sch mates.
I nvr realised how much i missed all of emmm,they're all so heavenly.
All of em looked beautiful in their very own way.
Mr Ferng was actually so "on" about snapping picsss siallll!
Hahhaha,met elf and the girls soon after.Shaf had to go back cos she had schh and brin was tiredd,so i was stuck with elf,went for supperr and off i came back.
As much as i wished we booked a hotel room and partied,we were all too tired walking in our new heels/pumpss/slippers?? Hahhaha ooohhh well,im off to crashhh! Got to spend some time with the lil cousins tmrrr.

2005-11-29T03:22:00.000+08:00

2005-11-29T03:14:00.000+08:00

So much for complications and friends.

It really hasnt been easy for me,yes the exams are over and done with
but ive been hearing people say stuff and going on and on
about how fucked i am and the way i handle myself and stuff.
Like seriously how the fuck does anything i do or say concern you people?
No way in heaven or hell should i or will i give a damn but its hurting
to see people judge you and ruin everything you have or want.

Stuff had to die with Suren because of all this crap and while
im over this whole crap,i hear new stuff coming from various different people,
looks like its hard to trust anyone.And since all of that is already enough to handle ive to worry about the way i feel towards people.
Im trying to ignore watever that's been happening and trying to push my feelings away.
Argh when will things take a turn?

In the pouring rain;i was waiting like a fool.

2005-11-17T16:18:00.000+08:00

Its overrrrrrrr.

And so its been ages since i updated my blog.
Loadsa sheit have happened and i dont even want to bother
going in depth.
Im just in a fucked state,but i dont really care abt anyone or anyone.
Friends,no comments!

And so with all the papers almost over,
its tym for endless partying,getting a job andd shoppingg!!!!
So much excitement.
Ive been waiting,waiting so long to get out of high sch and i finally have!
WHAHAH.
Grad night's coming up soon,hair to be done.
Clothes to be boughttt,ahh i dont even know where to startttt.
Till the next updatee,do miss me!

2005-10-24T12:45:00.000+08:00

Granny dearest;love.

To get my mind off things,i stayed over at Charlie's a week ago.
I thought i was happy,when my brother had to call,granny just left us.
No complications,she just stopped breathing.
I think it's unfair,she still had so much to enjoy before she could have gone.
I miss her dearly,with all that has been happening to me,this was the last thing i needed,
but i guess we cant stop death.
Been staying over at her place for a week with the cousin,
her death has def brought the entire family together,
i know she's watching over all of us,with her blessing i hope to pull through.

Things with Suren and me,its not going anywhere.
So he calls and wants the best for us,but i just want a break from all of this.
Its better this way,

Missed my bed for the past week,got home to have a good rest.
Sigh,2 wks away.
O lvs that is,bless!

2005-10-16T15:36:00.000+08:00

Since you've been gone

What i thought was good,actually wasnt. Its funny how things become.
Parents being the problem,misunderstanding and the best part of it all
it wasnt even about us having problems.
I chose my mom's feelings over you,im sorry it has to end this way,
i love you and thank you for all that you've done/said.

There you have it,the long wait gone wrong.

2005-10-09T13:41:00.000+08:00

Hello girls
Drunkk,very drunkk on milo

2005-10-09T13:20:00.000+08:00

Rakata

And so well,the weekend passed by.
I din do much,i just slacked alot,ate alot of good food.
It's really the stress of the exams.I am getting tired of studying,that
im slacking so much now.Everyone around me seems to be busy with tuition and all
but me on the other hand,i dont even know where to start.

Just a few more days of sch,literally.We're off to fight the battle on our own.
Study leaves help us,but you could get distracted after awhile.
Im praying hard,to actually concentrate.
First i have to start cleaning the room because deepavali is around the corner,then
i have to clean the room because i have to have a clean atmosphere to study.
Then i just have to get down to studying.
Sigh,help!

2005-10-04T21:14:00.000+08:00

fast cars.

Your going to figure how how my heading has got nothing to do with my entry,
just one of those moods i guess.
Im feeeling bluee,yes really blue.Im uber hungry,and dinner at home sucks.
And then ive got a whole lot of studying to be done,but i don`t know where to begin
Fortunately im not the only one with this problem.
Am dreading these last 2 weeks of school,because all we do is rot in the hall,
some always waiting to play Tai Tee *looks at Gwen/Eileen/Jill/Xiu/Amar*
Some constantly waiting to fall asleep,some awaiting recess,yes that would be me.
And some well,some just like to study.

But im trying to make it for sch everyday because just sitting around
those jakoons in the hall perks me up.
Planning grad night,planning stay overs,its all fun.
And it only happens once,sigh.Im going to miss em all,
the school,the food,the teachers,the labs,the smell,the trees,the friends.

Miss the boy,badly.These past few days haven been easy for me,
but im hanging in there like he told me to.
Im sorry for worrying you,but i just hate long distance r/shps.
=)
Its all good,love.

2005-09-25T09:54:00.000+08:00

Spirit of emotions

You know its funny how things work,you're hurt really hurt and you wait
only to get the worst of it.But you stilll want it so bad and you keep hurting yourself,
pardon me for its 9am in the morning and i havent had any sleep yet.
My purpose for that hurt talk just for a friend whom i think is stupid.

Ive been feeling so fucked,its the exams,the pressure from everyone around,and my highlight,Suren. Its been almost 2 weeks now i haven heard from him,its not like he has a choice,i just wished i could hear from him everyday like how i use to.Ive grown to adore him day by day just by his abscence.But it really is difficult sometimes,you feel like its going to be easy to drift away. Best part of it all ive never been the type to wait or sob for someone ever since i ended things with Rueban,the end of the relationship and the treatment i got from him truly changed me.And now,im waiting for 6 mths to end w/o screwing up for someone i call my childhood love,my neighbour. `Nuff said.

Got my prelim results back,i did well just for english. From a D7 to a B4,and i cleared my lit paper.But those 2 are prolly the only papers i aced.Haa.
Nisha's Obsession with Ab amuses me,girl,im going to do everything i can to make sure he comes to Sg for you,no really.It was fun watching these bollywood movies with the girls,they really make my day.I guess they say thats what friends are for,im off to burn her vids now,i mean she'd do anything if she knew SRK was coming down right,im actually contempleting if i should get myself the Tiger eyes scent by him.hahaha.
Ok this is one long entry and i shall be off to watch Laguna beach.
And did i mention? Mdm wongs was awesome.

2005-09-19T23:33:00.000+08:00

I wait for my dreams to come true.

Tell me why the only think i should care about is my studies?
Oh gawd,a week a complete week of focusing on nth but just my
books have killed me,like literally.
Im so tired i could kill a rat.
ArghhH!!
More study hard days to come,ive been so bz with the books
that i actually was so glad the weekend finally came,cos
i slept,danced,slept again,and just hung out with people i loved.
God help me,i hope i dont screw my pre lims,cos if i do
that only means i haven studied,may not enuff.

Just counting down the days to my bangkok trip,ohhh!

A msg to Nisha:
I dont want you at all worrying abt what the others have to say,
fuck em all,your beautiful the way you are.
And i think so,
so smile darling.
Main hoon na.

2005-09-11T11:49:00.000+08:00

I don`t like to see the sky painted grey

The exams are here,just one more fucky sunday
and i'll be sitting for my pre lims.
I know im not going to do well,i haven studied as hard as i should have,
call me useless but i rather mug hard for my Os because im not going to a Jc
yes i know i can see where i stand using my prelim results,but lets face it
my school is ever famous for setting really tuff pre lim papers.
Argh,off for tuition soon.

2005-09-08T17:07:00.000+08:00

Productive indeed

I had so much fun yest,a good game of badminton with charles,elvis,shafina and ravin.
A productive day indeed,swam for hours and got a feel of the water after
such a long time.
After which we bumped over at Suren's place for a game of monopoly,which got me sleepy
so i got out of the game in the excuse of sending Shafina back home.
It feels really good to hang out with the boys for least a day when they actually
take the effort to come down to hang out.
Since at all other times their so consumed with their lives,probs and pleasing their other halfs.Sheesh.
Back to the books, =)

2005-09-07T10:59:00.000+08:00

Your rapture taste so sweet

3 days have gone by swifly,sometimes i dont see the need for
holidays.Ive been mugging every single day,and im so tired
I was thinking if i had mugged since pri sch,i'd prolly be in cedar or rgs
But i guess everything happens for a reason and im glad it did.
Been having awful nightmares,and i mean really awful ones.
No time to blog abt it,going to have macs for breakfast now and get on to
studying,YET AGAIN.
Latersss.

2005-09-05T11:54:00.000+08:00

They say your something i should do without.

I really do hate lizards,this very moment as im typing this entry
a lil baby lizard is crawling pass me,ARGH.
My room needs renovation,no i mean it they creep up from no where
in all shapes,sizes and even colours.Im going to yell at my mom
cos the one thing that has the ability to piss me off more then once are LIZARDS.

Oh well,those pests aside. We din seoul garden as we were supposed to,
went to swensens instead.It was goooood. Had heaps to eat,caught up with the cousin.
And i went to watch Herbie,awsome i tell you.
Beetles are beautiful vehicles indeed.Got home early that day and went to sleep.
Studied with wxsie and Ravin last night,2 hrs of maths,i nearly died.
Got tuition in 2 hrs,so im off!

Baby,im so sorry for losing it earlier on.
i really din mean to yell,i just really miss you and who else
can i take it out on but you?
I'll try not to.
Muahhhhh!

2005-09-03T17:21:00.000+08:00

Boring Saturday

Bordem i tell you,yes its finally the term enddd
but its so freaking boring,i told myself to try and stay home to study
which i know i will,but its already starting to get so boring.
And the weather is contradicting itself,rain then it gets blistering hawt.
Brin me and shaf made plans for dinner at seoul garden,then shaf called to say
she cant make it cos she had to attend some wedding with her mom.
So its just me and the cousin,been awhile since we met up anyways,
planning to catch herbie if of cos we have enough cash.

Din eat lunch so i could pig out laterrr,so im off now to meet that dumbO!
more updates later,

I love you babyyyyyyyyyy =)

2005-08-30T18:43:00.000+08:00

Like this picture for some reason

2005-08-28T18:29:00.000+08:00

Friendship,a ship that really sinks at times.

And so a weekend goes by,i din do much
besides one very frustrating week at school,i was very much looking
forward to the weekend to study.
and i did,on fri i did my lit and felt like i accomplished something.
To my horror,my eng pre lim papers are on monday,and ok so im not THAT worried,
but my comprehensions are horrible,i hope i dont and will not suffer from a nervous breakdown.

I really din want to go out on saturday,but i did i went to get my mp3 playerrr!
So thank you,babe :)
Its purple and its the creatize zen! i am loving it i tell youuuu,
went to creative with suren's bro and elvis's bro,
they're two really cute kids, im only saying that becos im a yr or 2 older then em.
Then got Elvis to come pick us up and went to have subway,and i finally SATISFIED my craving boy am i happy. Dropped by at Queens to pay shaf,she was under home arrest becos her msian relatives were over.

Then we finally decided to watch The maid,i was FREAKED. And the 3 other boys around me
were equally freaked! Pussyyyys!!
But thank you elffo for letting me grab your hand hahah,must hhave hurt bad huhhh.

Nisha and me are having this weird ass craving for chocs recently,it could be bad
but it also makes us feel so good all at the same time,Shalini and the chocolate factory?

2005-08-23T20:12:00.000+08:00

I miss you.

The heading says it all,exactly a mth since you left,
i hope tym runs fast.

2005-08-22T18:29:00.000+08:00

Doncha wish your gf was hot like me?

I don't know why im doing this to myself,
my friends tell me how much fun they have during their weekends
when i stay home practically trying to stare at my books.
All this to please my parents,to keep them from nagging.
No really,they prolly think im useless,everytym i study..my dad doesnt seem
to get it,and when im on the pc,he assumes ive been on it for hrs.
Like he'd understand,trust him to factorize equations,find vectors and plot points of graphs.
you dont get it.

Im way dumber then they all are,i require time and probably more help then anyone could ever
offer,i dont know how im going to pull through,advising suren's bro was easy.
But if only i could heed my own adivice,if only it was as easy as A B C.
I dont know,i really dont.
Should i run? or should i stay ?

2005-08-20T14:59:00.000+08:00

Feelings

Listen little child, there will come a day
When you will be able, able tosay Never mind the pain,
or the aggravation You know there's a betterway, for you and me .

We misunderstand,we think we know it all,
but its until our eyes open to realization
when it all boils down to one thing,the friendship you and i had
ive said it before what you and i had, was awsome,should be and will be ,
and like before i say it once again,i hope to be your sunshine once again,
i'l try and hope.

Weekend's here once again,im supposed to be grinding myself on the books.
but im tired,and i want to drink bubble tea ! And im distracted because John Gotti's staring at me,
ooooh!
Teacher's day is around the cornerrrrrr.
What should i get em mofos?! A knife for Ms gan to stab herself? A blade for Mrs Loo to cut herself?
Ooohh,

2005-08-19T17:24:00.000+08:00

The brothers,and my baby's right at the right end,ooohhh yummyyy!

Everyone meet the love of my life,John Gotti,yes he's hot and he`S MINE!

2005-08-17T18:47:00.000+08:00

Dhillion-

I had a good tym laughing in class today all in the expense of one hr of self study,
more like self entertainment.
The 3 of us never realised how amusing our language teacher Mdm Dillion was to us,
apparent we found her tits amusing,discussions were made on why they were sa**ing and how she baths. I know,lifeless but it was truly fun.

Attendance in class was horrendous,Mdm dhillion mentioned that our class was particularly bad.
They fail to realise that it's come to the time of the year where everyone just prefers to stay home
wake up a lil later,and study at an own time pace.
They'l never get us,they're always right. Pl trachers.
To sum them all up in one word, Crap.

Ive planned to re sit for my MT paper,not at all happy with a b4,
re sitting might en able me to get a b3,it'd really help with the points.
Unlike the others,my tamil language isnt good,so im hoping for a grade higher,
really only doing this to ace for just 3 people.
No the list doesnt include my dad although he's got me speechless
with a reply that said "a b4,good work hard for the rest"
him? telling me im good? oooooooh,im never deleting that msg :)

Stop playing hot and cold with me.

2005-08-15T19:03:00.000+08:00

Forgive em typos.

I realised,in my past entries,ive been having too many typos.
Makes me seem like im from india,and the language isnt too good.
So well,im off to make myself an awsome cheesy wussy ham sandwich.

2005-08-15T10:20:00.000+08:00

Jump

In the lab yet again,with 5 free periods of f&n.
Im devastated.
No really,monday blues hitting me,last night we almost got into an argument but as always
he's always a sweetheart and kept saying sorry.
Im evil,the man's far away on the waters and im not making it any easier for him
throwing attitudes.
Blame it on pms,and i apologise dear one,for screaming and crying all at
the same time,im not expecting you to handle my emotions,i just miss you.

As for sch,i had a lecture this morning,on how we are not only competiting on a national
level but also globally.
Like who gives a damn? Like here we are struggling for our pre lims,and there she is
whining away abt good results we have to prouduce to keep the sch's name high up.
No,Mrs Lee we dont care,all we're aiming to is to get into a poly and get the fuck outta this sch,
im sure the entire class agrees on this.
Off i am to practice more maths,.

Nisha : You seemed awfully upset today,so cheer up yeah?.love.

2005-08-09T22:28:00.000+08:00

Chocolate candies.

With Ndp over and done with,only one thing gets closer,
my PRE LIMS ! Reminder to yall,study plsss.
Not like im doing so,been partying way too much.
Clubbed on mon,from a gotham to cheekys.
but i had somewhat fun,prolly cos i hadnt been there in awhile.
The company,i have no comments,missed him endlessly tho.
I always do when i see em couples,a feeling unfortunately normal,
anyways i love holidays,but i miss my friends,the class,the girls.
My girls, :)
Im sleepy but i cant sleep,im hungry but i cant eat.
Argh,

2005-08-07T11:48:00.000+08:00

Never knew.

So well,weekends have passed
Attended Gan's 21st birthday on sat,was not that bad actually.
No cuties tho,hahahahe.
I was dumbfounded to see Shafina so into Gan,or rather he was
dragging her along with him everywhere,and i literally man everywhere.
It was cute,him making her pose for pictures with fmly and all,
nice.
Then last night,i went for the NUS show that the dearest cousin was in,
it was AWSOME.
She can really act balls,and dance for that matter,
im uber proud of you girl !
Headed for supper at lau pa sar,din enjoy the food,i felt well
awkward.
To be figured.

And well,NDP.
2 Days of holiday,hoping mom will give me some cash for Gotham tmr,
im SO broke. HelpppP!!!!

2005-08-01T13:12:00.000+08:00

She's got me spinning,

And so,ive been reading up blogs on how people are in love with
one another,
People that are hurting,all i can say is that you make some,you loose some.
I personally am on cloud no.9,no really.
Ive started my taufik craze yet again,watched him in sch today.
No not what you think,it was a video,but why? He's so gorgeous!!Ug,
then again he doesnt know of my exsistence.
So well,im in school right now,am wondering what's in store for me when i get home,
oh wait im going to catch a movie with the chica,filled with hot guys.

Then there's studying,it doesnt help that my stupid pre lims are around the corner
I know im never going to make it to pre u,but mom and dad are really hoping i'd do them proud.
I just wished i was like the others,
but everyone can wish,i'll just have to prove it.
NIE here i come !

2005-07-30T16:47:00.000+08:00

Milfs.

Cant believe im home on a regular weekend,
attempting real hard to study and finish up loadsa hmwk.
Suddenly everyone becomes so self centered? What the fuck happened to
everyone ? Oh well just a feeling,it all dies down when it's tym to mug
The weather's awsome to sleep,im craving you.
Was out with Nisha and her couz,boy can that girl talk nonstop.
It was good talking to him for some tym this morning,tho i had to wake up at 8,why does tym seem
to be runnign so slow? Sigh,oh well ive nth much to say cept,i need to shrink!

2005-07-28T16:27:00.000+08:00

Been some time eh?

Oh well,lots have happened in the past one month,
to begin with im finally 18! Whahahahah flash em id's!
Had so much fun,felt so loved,by many and i mean many.
baby got me a hp,fina got me an awsome skirt,richie got me a bag,nisha got me this cute funky candle holder thingy,kokila the cake,what more can i ask for?
Oh well,a lil update on my lurve life,hes amazing,prolly the best thing that has happened to me in a long time,my roti boy's just a dream come true,and i hope i feel this way abt him for as long as i can think,so thank you baby :)
Sadly i've to wait 6 mths before i get to see him again,sob.

The O's just arn the corner,sucks how tym flies by real fast.
Body's not taking things well,keep falling sick
Its time to hit the books and stay home on weekends.
Im going ta miss all my party people,

Thank you
Nisha,for being there while hes away,
you've made me feel so much better with your constant "is anything in your way".
much love.

2005-07-01T00:12:00.000+08:00

Amor Infinitus

Awsome heading eh? Hahha,all thanks to Elf and Suren im so techno-fied now,
back to the old sch sec one days. But wait,im not all that a Ah lian.
A good balance of all types of music does the soul wonders eh Jill ?
InSiDE InSiDe OuT.Hahhaha,
oh well sch's begun its time i literally pull my socks up and ATTEMPT to hit the books.
been a week already,and im feeling all tired although im still looking forward to more days of fun and laughter in class.Ive been feeling well,pretty happy,prolly cos somebody's been making my day ;)
He's been nothing but a total sweetheart,been sometimes ive felt this way GENUWINELY abt someone,the rest have been comers and goers,what ever that's supposed to mean.Sadly our mr has to return back to sea,so im awaiting 6 mths to fly by till then im goin ta keep maself occupied by getting busy with the Os. =)
So that's that,i love em classmates.They're the reason why i hate holidays.
OH AND HELLO MY BIRTHDAYY IS JUST DAYSSSS AWAY!!
:DDDDD
Im finally hitting 18!!
WHAHAHAHAHAHHA! Flash em idds!!!

2005-06-07T14:38:00.000+08:00

I love you more then sex appeal.

I hate lizards. Oh yes,i do hate em.
Oh well,its finally the hols tho im not really digging it as of yet,
so many things have been happening.
All of which are unexpected,but im sorta happy =)
So for more updates.,and for those who actually give a damn,HOLLA!

2005-05-26T19:31:00.000+08:00

Raggae fever.

Raggae raggae more raggae please.
Aint it almost awsome that the sch hols are here,tho ive got to be in sch
for the first 2 weeks,nvm that.
Things to do,
draw up a time table to study
study.
actually seriously study.
Oh and did i mention how fucked up my grades appear to be?
I wont even go there,it'll only bore everyone.
Tamil o lvls are finally here,god bless me.
Aiming for a B3 hopefully its possible.

2005-05-21T17:05:00.000+08:00

Im back!

It was abou tym eh? Oh well just to sum up my life,
i screwed my exams big time,and i mean really big time.Can't wait to see the look
on my parents face.
They'd be oh so proud,the walk a jog is finally over and done with,althouth i din even attend it.
Crazy problems.
Ive been partying like there;s no tmr,its like as if my O lvls are almost over but hey guess what?
I just ended my mid yrs,ONLY.Save me,yes Wxsie suppering for us tmr,it'd be good catching up
like the good ol times,i miss you :)
Thank you Nisha,Amarraa and Wxsie,the ones that were there to ask and actually bother to ask about what went wrong at home,i'd die w/o these people,i swear.
Oh well,its cousin dearie's birthday today,clubbing come bdae party for me.
Yay

2005-05-01T19:26:00.000+08:00

Shake it like a salt shaker.

I had an awsome time with the girls,on our lil india/bugis escapade.
Brought shaffy along,and well i was actually glad that she got along well with the fellow pl-lites.
Hehee,it wass so funny to see all of em bathing in their own pespirations.
Yes,the weather was just too "cold",went window shopping,yes in lil india,cos great Mel and An-na
wanted to get scents and gawd knows what in that stewpid place,headed over to bugis,
and the progress of that,well i wont even go there.
Snapped,prints,laughed.
I had a good time,after so long.
=)

I want this something,we call nothing to end,
its far too complicated,
but boy,you make me wannna... ;0

2005-04-27T21:50:00.000+08:00

the girl and me

2005-04-27T21:49:00.000+08:00

just a lil sumfin for myself.

2005-04-27T19:55:00.000+08:00

Gan your sucha bitch,no seriously.

Yeah,the subject says it all.Bitch's back with her nonsense. urhghhh.
Oh anyways,sch's been ok on and off,with the exams in just a week.
I sense myself dying,soon really soon.
Doesnt help that the weather is "Awsome" god.
Been feeling sticky eeeky ooeey 24/7.Not a good feeling at all.
The boy's been making me smile alot lately ;).
La di da.

Nisha: Your uber clownish!!
Amar: I really dont know what i'd do w/o you.
Keng: Your too hamseH LEZZZ wahahahah ;D
Jill: You drive mee crazyyy on the way home!
But,i love you guys just too much.

Yap Peiwen: Main hoon naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

2005-04-19T17:21:00.000+08:00

Your typical red blooded woman.

Smiling and smiling,=)
Everyone in class is uberr physchotic these few days,i mean like literally,
and my partner is enough to make me go all looooneyyy,oh well ;)))))

Count backwards, 5 4 3 2 1, before you get too heated and turnedon,
You should have learned your lessons all them times before,youve been bruised youve been broken,Then theres my mind sayin think before you go, through that doorit could lead you nowhere, (This guy)Has got you all romantic, crazy in your head,do you think idlisten, no i dont care,Cause I can't focus I can't stop,You got me spinning round, round, round, round I can't focus it's too hot , You'll never get to Heaven if you're scared of getting high
Boy, boy, Let me keep freakin around,I wanna get down,I'm a red blooded woman, what's the point in hanging round,Don't wanna keep turning it down,
When this girl wants to rockwith you

2005-04-12T11:36:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone.

Yes,my fellow people,i see that no one really bothers about my dear blog,when asked why
"You never bother updating one" I've been busy okay! With too many things running through my mind,like Daddy says i've been using my brains for everything else that seems to be going wrong.
It's been what almost three weeks since ive' blogged maybe? Too many un important things have happened,if i only i could illustrate the way i feel right now,if only eh? In the lab now,forced to do some lit stuff,everyone else is serving the net,Friendstering or mailing,me well i was actually thinking of opening a neopets account,how fucked eh? Oh yes,highlight THE NEIGHBOUR IS BACK. Happy i must say,looking the same,least now the house would have some life,but for only two months i suppose.

Sheit has been going around,too many assumptions have been made.Impressions of me have changed apparently because of a big problem,a male's EGO problem.You really make me sick,the thought of you disgust me.What we had,what i felt.These shortcomings,least expected from an adult like you.You're the cause of too many people being dragged into this,and you're the reason im laughing my un exsisting balls off. So read between the lines darling, Balls to you.

With all that, said and done,school rocks. Apart from the tests and "Girls exams are coming you dont seem like o lvl students" part,im actually having fun.It's awsome,the best word to describe it.
Oh well,tag people tag!
Anddddd to a certain someone: you;ve been making me smile alot latelyyy ;)
Thanks!

2005-04-05T20:42:00.000+08:00

Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta doI don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now Backbeat the word was on the streetThat the fire in your heart is outI'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubtI don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now
And all the roads we have to walk along are windingAnd all the lights that lead us there are blindingThere are many things that I wouldLike to say to youI don't know how
Because maybeYou're gonna be the one who saves me?And after allYou're my wonderwall
Today was gonna be the day
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to doI don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I doAbout you now .

2005-03-14T13:09:00.001+08:00

Camp fever

Can you believe it? Im going to be away at camp for abt 2 days,
cca camp,damn,and i thought i could sleep and study during the holidays.
Anyways its important that i attend this camp,i do need cca points,might help out
in my highly useless life.
So do miss me,and be good till im back!

=D

2005-03-14T13:09:00.000+08:00

2005-03-07T12:09:00.000+08:00

Bordem.

In the computer lab,we're all supposed to be busy doing our food and nutrition coursework,but i obviously have no interest what so ever in completing what im supposed to.Highly bored i must say add.Din really do much during the weekends,Rey came over and we watched DVDs,had lunch and slacked all day.The whole world was out cept us,but we really din feel like partying or anything,2 more weeks for Shafina's bdae,we havent planned anything,we're all simply running out of ideas.

A week more to go for sch term holidays,got a camp to attend to for the first 3 days,then im attempting to tell myself to sort of stay home and study and to get loads of undone revision to be done.I really need the time to catch up.Starting a new tutor soon for Maths,dont want to trouble Brin,she's already really busy with school,dont wish to pose as a burden to her,i have to snap out of the whole being lazy world,its really not helping me.My grades dont look good,CA marks are truly devastating,i wonder how my parents are going to react when they see just endless amount of red inks on the fucked up result slip,sounds so typical.All this just for 8 more months,and im FREE.

2005-03-01T18:19:00.000+08:00

Rain on me .

Freaky,yesterday the O lvl results were out,i saw nothing but red faces,
filled with tears.It din help that most of em were actually people from my batch,
to think if i hadnt retained,i'd be in their same positions.
Many din really do well,but according to Mrs Lee,the normal Acad girls actually did
much better then the express students.
Pressure and all eyes are on us now i assume.
Doesnt help that im already having sleepless nights,so soon yeah.
Dad's nagging non stop,its like everything i want to talk to him abt,he just talks abt nth
but the Os,like hello? I know where he's trying to come from,but jesus dad,gimme a break.
neways,sch was highly boring today,by the end of english lessons i almost died,
its the weather i guess.
got so much in mind to do,just too lil time.
Time to put a stop to just too many things.

2005-02-17T12:47:00.000+08:00

Sick.Sick.Sick. Fuck.

Im so sick,i cant kill kill a spider.Visit to the doc two times and im still not getting well,
missed two freaking days of school,why's it that im constantly falling sick?
I know im weak,but why me?! Although this does not sound like me,i don`t really like
missing school,it'll keep the useless teachers talking,esp Ms Gan im sure she has heaps to say
about me missing school.
I hate the missing lessons part,cos they'll be like tons of hmwk,returning to sch tmr with a sore
butt, yeah got a stewpid jab because stupid fever doesnt seem to be subsiding.

Body feels high weak,weekends gonna be spent sleeping and finishing up all the bloody hmwk
i haven been doing for the week,i must say this is definately not my week.
Ive been not only missing school but i haven been studying,feel like my parents are just wasting money on my education,like seriously.Im sure even my bro did better then me during his school days.Mom's blaming my late night escapades for my poor health,till i get well and have some cash in hand,gotta give clubbing a miss.it'll only be doing me good.
I need to be in the pink of health,after all i am doing my O lvls,bahhh.

2 days and i already miss my class,all the lame sheit they say to perk my day.
Im coming back tmr,although its a long day nth beats laughing and spending time with my classmates.Off to the clinic again,bah ;

2005-02-15T19:12:00.000+08:00

I AM SICK!

I am sickkkkkkkkkk,somebody save meeee,
i want to drink my miloooooooooooo
SOB!!!

2005-02-08T12:06:00.000+08:00

The after party of the wedding.

2005-02-08T12:04:00.001+08:00

Please dont even tell me i look like his sister,

2005-02-08T12:04:00.000+08:00

Me and shaf on the way to Sp

2005-02-08T11:59:00.000+08:00

I'll take you to the candy shop

Ahhh well,as you see below are a few pictures i took recently,
with wxsie's cam of course.Mine's hopefully in the repair shop of sumfin,
passed it to fina cos the Sony retail shop is around her place.Lets hope it gets fixed
fast,don`t want to be holding on to wxsie's cam for too long,but for the record,
thanks Wxsie baby for the cam ;D means alot.Considering the fact that im a picture addict,
went for the wedding,usually i have loadsa fun,this tym i wasnt too happy.Got weird people
trying to make conversations with me,i well just din think it was right.bald men and me? No way.

Well its finally CNY,much awaited for the hols,prolly clubbing tmr with the usual gang.
Im so broke,but im goin ta freeload,I DONT CARE!Think i'll force myself to do some homework,
dont want to slack too much.Dad's not to pleased..for the rest of the year its all abt pleasing the old man.

2005-01-31T20:22:00.000+08:00

Gasolina

*yawns,back to another school week indeed.weekend was nothing at all great,
boring i must say..not exactly looking forward to the coming one either,got to attend a super cool
wedding in msia,what's frustrating is that,i wont be able to stay over ;( dad doesnt feel like it,
oh well and i wont have my camera to snap cos its spoilt ;( seriously upset over it,but i hope Wxsie could lend me hers,maybe in that way i could snap away! Haven bought a suit yet,planning to get pink this tym,like in Main Hoon Na ;D only diff is that i wont be looking half as hot as Amritha Rao or maybe i could try to? haha.

School was alright today,Amara has been missed,get well soon girl ;)
Got a bloody SS test to study for tmr,i shall be off don`t intend to fail humanities.
Laters*

2005-01-26T21:41:00.000+08:00

the worst sight of us,and Adam never knows how to look right at the camera.

2005-01-26T21:40:00.000+08:00

whahhahaha,at Anand's chalet

2005-01-26T21:35:00.000+08:00

The lovelies yet again,this tym. Retards

2005-01-26T21:34:00.000+08:00

Me in Jill's specs,looking horrid,tired!

2005-01-26T21:33:00.001+08:00

The retard,MS AUDREY FENG! you rawk my world baby!

2005-01-26T21:33:00.000+08:00

My lovelies

2005-01-26T20:39:00.000+08:00

With nothing better to do ;D

2005-01-26T20:17:00.000+08:00

Calculated process of seduction

My weekend was not too bad,i din really enjoy clubbing,
prolly cos the other 2 fucktards weren't around,never the less
Elvis replaced the girls,him being gay and all,wahah ;D
Went over to wxsie's crib on saturday to play delivery female,the poor thing
was sick,with fever and all,mom made her prawns so i packed it for her,get well soon girl ;D
It's kinda sad that this week doesnt have a holiday,monday-friday
school school school! To top it all off,i`ve got tons of tests,
like what the fuck ? Sometimes i get the feeling,why do i have to study?!
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
The choc eclairs that i was crazy abt turned out unsucessful ;(
much rather would have made something else,waste of tym,flour,and effort i say!
I am SO broke,really hoping daddy would put in my allowances early this month,
got books to buy,places to go,LIKE PIZZA HUT! Oh how much i`m craving you,
Nish and me were discussing our broke life's in sch today,really sucks to have just coins here and there,this weekend home? Or will daddy be a darling and GIVE ME MARNY!!!!

2005-01-21T13:33:00.000+08:00

Ms Feng is a psycho!

Sheesh,had lab lessons yest,and Ms Feng was so funny,
that woman needs to get married! Wahaha,had fucked up hse meeting
headed home str8 after that,tried to sleep but got woken up by a few calls,
Elvis kept tempting me to have stingray for dinner but i was too lazy to head out anywhere,
so me and Rey just met up and bummed at ma poolside and talked,felt like ages since i met her,
prolly clubbin tonight,so that would mean i have to least finish up some homework laters,
was told i was supposed to have tuition but she`s missing,wonder what's up?Wxsie's prolly
coming down to my place for lunch later,we're both pretty broke so no going out just bummin at ma place,and crapping.Got 2 really funny pictures of me and the girls,check it out!

2005-01-21T13:28:00.000+08:00

Pictorials taken at sch

2005-01-19T22:31:00.000+08:00

Lazy

I keep wanting to laze around at home once im baq from sch,
maybe its the fact that it's a short week? I really don`t know.
but sch was as usual fun today,bio test was screwed tho.
Nisha brought her cam,snapped alot,i love the pics.
Im glad things between Wen and Naoz are okay,i mean afterall..
it was just a huge mis understanding,
tiffs between dad and mom,im getting annoyed!
WHY MUST THERE BE HOUSE MEETING TMR!

2005-01-18T19:55:00.000+08:00

I have psychotic classmates!

The title says it all,my partner is super psycho due to the lack of sleep,
she sings,whines,and makes me laff like crazy.Then there's people sitting around me in class
that laugh for no reason what so ever,
Today,my good friend JILL SEAH HUI LING JUST HAPPENED TO DO ONE OF HER MORNING RITUALS which is
eating in class,but unlike the other days,the bloody bitch got caught!By her very own chinese teacher,
and being a super fucked school,we were kept in class for recess as punishment,but to our very own advantage,
my english teacher got us to do group work,and we had the chance to move around sch.Now being no.1 criminals what would me and the girls do? yes,we headed to the canteen and bought goodies baq to class,wahahah!As lame as this sounds,FOOD is everything to us,it was like everyone felt super hungry today.

Social studies is so much fun with Mable Goh being our teacher,she's super hot,super fun and super yumcious.
Me,Nisha and Xiuwen the three offcial stooges that are freaking her out,why? cos we're so into her.
Hmm i guess this is a week of misunderstanding,Wxsie dearest,don`t take anything to heart pls?Just chill ok,i love you ;D

There's a bloody bio test tmr,and i haven touched my book,no mood what so ever,
yeah that`s just an excuse have to head the books after dinner.
im too happy,its a short week and im intending to party this weekend,lets hope that works out well!

2005-01-13T18:41:00.000+08:00

People are seldom what they seem,BEWARE!
Im glad i had a good talk and found out couple of things,
i never asked for things to be this way,and to my surprise im actually being in the class.
But,i might snap soon. Even the word BITCH doesnt` fit you,your nothing but a snake.
Read between the lines,ah well,life goes on.
I love school,its so GREEN.Yan Keng was telling me that we should bring the cam to sch,
highly lovely place to snappp and snappp,and we're only good for snapping.
Yay,one more day for the weekend,i plan to sleep,eat,study,sleep,sleep,eat,study.
Right,the peach tarts we made for f&n SUCKED.Sheesh,to make up for it,me and the girls headed over to heartland to deli.Yumcious tarts! Ohhh i loved it,all thanks to NISHA,she kept comparing the tarts to the ones at deli,and i couldnt take my mind of deli.Right,oh well ive got tons to do now,im off to bath!
Oh,finally called Syed and spoke to him today,told him abt what was hip and happening over here in sg,
thank gawd the sunami disaster had nothing to do with him,come back fast you arse,stop partying!

2005-01-09T13:15:00.000+08:00

Sch is fun !

Yeah yeah,sch is indeed funsome.The class,the teachers,
best of it all FENGSTER is the form teacher,wahahah!
She's so funny just being herself,the actions the sway the hair!
Man,but the stress is yet to hit us,everyone comes in going on and on
about what else? The Os sheesh,all of us don`t even seem like a sec 5 class and
like what Nisha says we all act like we're in pri 5,awsome i say i guess that's the best way
to get rid of the upcoming stress,im just awaiting holidays and public holidays how,typical
of a student ey?

Ive offcially lost my voice,no one can understand or rather hear anything i say,
yet i drink my eva famous milo ;D
Went for Anand's chalet on friday,partied and only got home the next day,dad wasnt too pleased sheit,
oh well,i had to go cos that arse was enlisting and stuff,went to town but couldnt find a nice bag prolly meeting shaf again today to head down to far east,I HAVE to get a bag,everyone in sch is calling my penang bag a market bag,:( whahah bloody cocks.

Oh well,till the next happening event laters.!

2004-12-26T02:49:00.000+08:00

Get low.

Ahhh,cant believe xmas just flew by and the bloody year is coming to an end,
in some ways i cant wait to head back to sch cos i get to see some munkyz and sch's
so close to home,i can reach in 15 mins.Like so ultra excting,and yes if you must know
i just managed to make it to my Os,so yes i finally am reaching my last year of sec sch life
like finally! How exciting ? So well,till then i've got atleast one week to pardy my ass off,
i HAVE to pardy to the max because sch's goin ta get much outta me.It's like everyone's talking
about nothing but how tuff the Os are goin ta be.Im prepared,i think? Yet to get stuff like books and everything,
love goin shopping with Daddy for books,he gets anything and everything i want,oh of course because its books what!
Clubbed for the last tym on thurs,not cheekys but Desire,was hell loads fun esp with the chicks and as usual,
my never ending experience of making more and more new and fucking clownish friends.

Cant wait to see the 3 coocoo neh neh's on monday,a lil gathering for my babies and wxsie wants to shop,
that kid's got too much cash but i know she hasnt been really shopping.Oh wait,ADAM ROAD'S STINGRAY RAWKS!
Okay ive been eating so much,my throat hurts,think im goin ta be falling very ill soon :(.Went to puggol beach yest and got fuckin bitten by freaky crawling creatures,argh.
Got a chalet to look forward to for ny so im inviting anyone and everyone that read's my blog,COME FOR THE END YR FREAK OUT PARDY HOR!
Eye candy all arn,weeeee.

2004-11-30T21:40:00.000+08:00

International calling card

Stuck between dad;s and bro's pc,cos my monitor had to die on me,
I miss my pc,the pictures the music most importantly.I have to limit myself to just a few songs in this pc
cos everything else seems to be drum&bass and my dad's pc is fulla rawk sheit.And worst of all my bro's
room stinks of nothing but smoke,feel like fainting.
My last weekend was oh so fun,with the girls over and so much partying,we crapped and crapped
and crapped more,my place wasnt enuff? We went over to slumber over at brin's crib,four girls and a male joined us
but i bet he loved the attention.

Was good to hear from Syed over the weekend,and yest, :) He;s def living the life of a king over there.Dang,
i realised i cant stay a day at home,cos it's too boring.Prolly heading out tmr esp since Brindha's papers are finally over and Rey has quit her job so basically all of us have NTH much to achieve in life.Met Peiwen for lunch today,been sometime since we slacked at my place so the lil one came over and we did nothing but nothing? Heh told ya boring i say but it sure beats work! Oh i left my job over a period of one day ;D

Oh well life's nothing but a whore but im sure as hell living it up! So till the next update,later yall!

2004-11-21T21:30:00.000+08:00

Weekend managing

Must say pretty much a busy week for me,
of nothing else but going out of course and a rather emotional one too
went to club on thurs with Naomi,Brin,Rey,Ganesh..planned to meet up with Syed there,
since it was goin ta be pretty his last tym clubbing for the next mth cos he's in india now :(
As always it was alright besides the fact that naomi din feel too good,HAHAH

And now that Syed's already in india i must definately say im missing that arse heaps :(
Went to catch Shutter with Brindha and Raj on friday,it's a movie worth watching with
a good storyline and stuff,chilled out and headed home early,had to wake up early for a job interview thingy with Peiwen the next day,so both of us now have to work.But work definately kills tym so she'll be working in the bread talk office,mind you not as a waitress but mostly admin stuff,and me for some property company called DTZ at toa pyoh.

I'll atleast earn some cash and kill tym,least i wont be sleeping at odd hours,and cut down a lil bit of my
partying which i doubt i might,but oh well..ganesh is back in the states i presume he whom i dont know pretty well has left me a very good impression of the last few outings,he's been paying so much for booze and all so me rey and brin decided to give him a treat at newton that went well cept my crampz came and spoilt my drinking mood but oh well been drinking too much anyways,

with nothing more to say i shall fuck off now,laters!

2004-11-17T23:04:00.000+08:00

Aim high shoot low

And so,life goes on.Back from a break so many things to say,don`t know where to start,
Deepavali was awsome,spent it in penang.Funny as this may sound,not that it's like
important or anything,i was really looking forward to a Deepavali greeting from a certain someone,
cos im used to getting one every year,but i guess now things are totally different huh? I guess we can`t really
point fingers at anyone,my mistake to be completely different you,never the less,i care and i always and will
wish things between us could be the same again,your very special in my life girl :).

Penang was awsome,i must admit my view of that place before going,was like a bore.
but upon reaching there,sheesh my mindset completely changed.If singapore is food paradise,
penang is food heaven,cheap food,small portions so you could eat many other dishes at a go
cheap but branded CLOTHES now that is a good buy,can you digest the fact that the levis over there is 1/2 the price of sg,omg.Really spent Daddy's cash on clothes and food,think im a certified fatty now,:( anyways life's to be enjoyed.

Came back,all tired but still in the pardy mood,met up with rey and syed and a couple of others,went to sentosa,it's such a beautiful place to chill at at night.Really peaceful,and with tons of things on my mind really felt going there cheekys yest,not to club just sit and catch up since i hadnt met shafina for like ages! Felt good seeing that ladkhi ;D
Decided to stay home today,body aches and hunger.

I want to meet my idiotic females to pass em the stuff i got em from Penang,so hello make yaselfs free lar!!
Everyone's either working or too bz with their lifes,looks like its only me and peiwen who dont have a life,oops ;D
Many pics to be uploaded,just too lazy shall get down with it now i guess,till then laters.

2004-11-04T17:16:00.000+08:00

Back from the dead

And so the great one is back from eons of not blogging,
firstly wxsie: thanks love for the layout something new
and a church? dang,now i feel all holy and all.
Lots of sheit has happened in the past month actually,besides the fact
that my N's are so over and done with,ok wait that's sumfin to celebrate abt
but im not really looking forward to the results.I actually might be thinking of th ITE,
really no confidence what so ever,

It's been so long that i don`t know where to even start,
things dont really feel the same for me with the people arn,
many have told me how they;ve felt and the changes they have seen in me,
some i accept some well i dont.I guess all things happen for a reason but the people ive loved and cherished still remain and im glad for that,the hols have started i dont intend to work.Dad doesnt want me to and besides i
guess i do wanna slack my hols away w/o having to wake up in the mornings
just to go to work or sumfin,yes the pleasures of spending the money ive worked for but
seriously why do something i know i wont enjoy doing,and besides it's a tuff world
out there,i pretty much figure that it's gonna be hard to get a job.

Im pretty much tired now,prolly blog laters or sumfin till then miss me ;)
Loadsa pictures to be uploaded soon as well,

2004-09-14T12:32:00.000+08:00

Been some time

Seriously been eons since i updated,
i dont even remember what's cool and un coo abt my life,
or what's been happening.
Actually too much has happened,feelings..im happy despite the fact
that my damn exams are around the corner,i actually think with all the care,concern everyone's giving me,i might just be able to ace it. The term is new,one week of hols over,
2 days of my tamil and social studies papers,i thought both were fine,i sure hope i did well.
Then my wen came to stay over,sorta like a pj party,haha..so funny.So much pigging out,late nights playing monopoly,i did njoy myself.Met audrey on Fri to get some stuff for Sat,instead we din get no sheit,and did a last min sorta thing on Sat,

and guess what? my first tym in cheekys.Couldnt enter of course,but Audrey my super woman made it all possible,cos she had contacts,my first was def a blast,never did i expect to dance so much and grind so much,come to think of it,HAHAHAHAHAHAH.
Those bunch of toots,are the best ppl to go with,they take care of you and they make the best outta everything.Def worthwhile,and of course the best part of it all was to turn arn and see richie making out with some minah,waahahaha.

Neways,fun has to be put on hold for now,study study study,gave sch a miss tdy,been shitting too much and everyone at home over slept,and i woke up at 3 to study,too tired.
ms yoe,WE NEED A STUDY BREAK.
A lil sad tt i missed xiu's lil surprise,but its no diff w/o me,so Happy bdae sweet baby ;D
off to study.

2004-08-24T11:02:00.000+08:00

Misery

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever.

I thought i could always be your sunshine,i guess not.
=)

2004-08-10T17:08:00.000+08:00

All work and definately no play for sometime.

Yes,headlines for a long time,all work and no time for play.
Pre lims are next week,and i havent really gotten myself ready.Time i did,no more yapping on the fone,
no more slacking online.No more attempting to wonder time away.
Raj helped me come up with a studying plan which i think is pretty much acheivable.
so i'll just follow that,and have no life cept this Friday,i must watch catwoman so excuse that :D
Anyways,i managed to catch The Village and i enjoyed it,mind challenging.
Awsomeeeeeeee. Stay over at Laine's was fun got to spend tym with that sweetheart
Back to sch tmr,i wish we had some sort of a study leave thingy.
And sheit,the weather sucks these days.
So well,miss me pls if i do have the mood to blog i will if not,
im just a call away :D

2004-08-06T19:49:00.000+08:00

Updating time

And here i am,back.Its the long weekend so im encouraged to pour out
my angst.Why so? Ndp was goin fine i thought,kidding around,laughing
pretty much good.And the only thing that enticed me about the concert
was the 'Wushu" thingy.Now as humans,we love to judge,comment and bitch
im female,cant help it.but it seemed some people weren't too happy about anyway,
i aint going to go on ranting about sheit like that.
About the good part,LONG WEEKEND BABY!
Plans you might ask,no actually yall don`t care but im going to go on,
Finish up all hmwk revision before monday,have plenty of rest before monday,
because im going to be spending the night over at laine's ;D
Pjs party tym,planned to have a movie marathon,catch the parade together and who knows something
raunchy might just happen in her bedroom ;)))
Need to get out of the sight of the people at home,they bore me.
My dear wen is at msia,save trip babygirl
Diving,yes the small puny fuck has gone diving
what have i to say? im highly un productive to planet earth.Maybe mars might reconize me?
Heard village isnt a very good movie,planning to catch it saturday night.
I haven't heard from des in awhile or maybe i din make the attempt to? But he's bz in camp,let the weekend come
i'll let him know i miss him.But anyways,my feelings towards males now?
They bore me,but i do not consider my dear Desmond a male,he's well a pretty female
HAHAH,sorry abt that :D
I love my girls many much.
My nisha's got a webcam,and she been snapping and snapping and snapping,the amount of pics. Oh gawd,
but she's got sucha charming smile,i like ;D
oh i love the smell of the green tea shampoo.
mmmmmm,anywayz till another tym
laters.

2004-08-04T19:43:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEIWEN,
LOVE YOU MANY MANY
FINALLY 16 AH,NC LIAO!
:D

2004-07-31T10:55:00.000+08:00

Whore

Been sometime i blogged,and this entry is going to sound rather crude,
cos i feel angst.
My maths teacher,Ms Gan Shit fuck is a short ugly fat slut,who makes me sick,
she's always been picking on me since god knows when,but i din't care cos most teachers suck in my sch cept for a few.She's always embarrassed me infront of my class
but i never cared,cos my classmates are gems.Yesterday,things got way out of hand i thought,she commented on how i was going to retain and that she rather i cried now then after my N lvls,well news flash bitch,i don`t need maths to make to pass my Ns.Secondly,i know im a lil slow in that useless subject,but i'll work my way through.Call it motivating me,but not in this form.It hurts and for a moment i actually lost it,broke down in class,face swollen,sheit bitch.Try being in my position and you'll know.

Im crushed,
her words taunt me,
im going to dread her classes now that i've been forced to sit in front.
She picks on me to point out to the class that we haven't been learning?
Well wrong pick,this day your life's going to be hell cos im gonna make your life miserable.
Whore,unmarried,shord ugly whore.
I hope some teacher from PL comes across this pg and let's her know HOW MUCH I HATE YOUR GUTS.
No teacher has spoilt my sleep,you have.
YOU WILL PAY.

2004-07-24T13:31:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday babygirl!

Yes yes,its my dear girl's bdae today,so here's wishing you
a very happy birthday sweetheart.The surprise was a small one but i
truly hope you enjoyed it.
After her surprise we went str8 down to acs barker,the musical
wasnt marvellous.Its was just ok,not as good as the one back in 01`
I din cry,but it was all good,just glad to spend the night with Nisha.
Sent Wen off to meet her bf,and both of us went back home.
Surprising aint it? back home early on a friday night,was too shagged,
haven been having enough sleep the past few days.This weekend i want to get down to some serious studying and sleeping of course. ;D
The boy's back from camp,dont think we'll be meeting im too tired,and i guess he is too.
Laters.

2004-07-20T21:16:00.000+08:00

Blogger?? You've become cool?

I just figured out,there's colour and stuff,woohoo.
Anyway,its a weekday don`t know why im blogging,kinda in a feel good week mood.Just finished hmwk for the day,got to start revising stuff later.
It pains me to realise my pre lims are just around the corner
It really isnt helping with every fucktard teacher coming in and going "Girls im so scared for you,im so nervous for you.""Girls it feels like im doing the N's" Like hello,pls fuck the hell off,we already know!

Just a few more days to Nisha's birthday,haaaaa.
No marney liao!
So broke,im actually feeling rather sleepy now.
No shalini you have work to do.Don't want to die do you?!

2004-07-17T14:59:00.000+08:00

Its feel good day.

I am so blessed to have friends,friends who are always there for me.
Friends who go the very end to make me happy.Friends who starve to make me happy,
friends who care and friends who make me smile.
Why the sudden mush abt friends?
Here goes,a very happy story
Once upon a time,there was a chica,her name was er,Shalini (yes,me)
She went through some sheit for the past few months of a particular year,well most of it she asked for it
Never the less,she had friends by her side.They supported her in every way possible.
They made her feel alive,adviced,yelled.
Now,everyone knew that to Shalini,her friends meant the world to her.
She would do anything for em.
One fine day,it was her birthday,her friends had something planned.
Something Shalini never expected.firstly Shalini had already made up her mind upon having to meet all her precious ones on her bdae,Then a certain Richard pissed me off claiming he could not make it,and the list of people she wanted to meet kept getting lesser,and suddenly as Shalini waits at Harbourfront as told to do so,she sees? RICHARD! The Mama planned a drama and i was a sucess.Shalini's darling cousin kept saying "More surprises to come" Now? like er? Those toots brought me to Riverboat at Sentosa,dinner by the sea! Omg,now it was purrrfact,Richard,Shalini,Laine,Wen,Brindha,Jonas he's guitar friends.
Damn and they even got Jonas's friend to play a birthday song on the guitar.
Arent they the best? There was cake,good food,beautiful ambience.Damn,everything a girl would want on her 17? yr old birthday?
The surprises werent over,Richard got me this huge famous amos cookie,and a amercan diamond braclet,beautiful is all i can say.Brindha got me yumcious cake and not to mention that poster ;),eh wait we were talking about Shalini,why me ? OH BECOS IM SHALINI! ok that was so lame,but anyways,we headed to town,went to far east bummed into Siva and his gf,surprised that Jon wished me.And oh saw some people i din exactly want to see.
But it was feel gooood day,met raj too!
I tell you,it was beautiful.
Got home at like 6:30,pretty deprived of sleep.
But it was worth it,met my darling army boy,yes Desmond
he's yummmy in his army u.i could just bite him off,ccccccute baby cuuuute ;)
Basically,im happy.i met people i wanted,needed to.

Peiwen: Thanks for everything chica,spent alot for me,made me smile,you must know how much i love you,damn girl when i was high i spilled my love for you,remember!

Brindha: Ahhh my cousin,my life! You da woman man,just the best,i don't know what else to say cept i love you.

Elaine: Fucking hot bitch,can act damn well also,LOVE U!

Richard: Broooo,muaks. Love is what i have for you!

Naomi: thanks for coming,meant the world to me ;)

Rey: Thanks for wishin me on july 17

Isha: I din hear from you slut!

Nisha: My bestfriend,my baby,my everything ;))))

Raj: You da man!

Desmond: Baby,you still turn me on,you can make me whole again!

Keng: Thanks for Yuva,love u hun!

Jula: You are sucha cutie,and although i tease you like hell,its all love baby

Nat: Muuuuuaks

Did i miss out anyone? Becos if i did,it's only because i love yall many many!
Now me wen and brindha,are going to main hoon na!

2004-06-29T21:07:00.000+08:00

You're my girlfriend, always. (x

wxsie.y

2004-06-25T14:19:00.000+08:00

Ahhhh,updating begins!
Firstly,sch's gonna start,and what have done for the hols?
Meet up with all the ppl i wanted to see as i missed em dearly,
socialised a tad bit? Shopped alot actually.
Hardly stayed home,chilled out alot!
Worked,fell in love many times,with small lil kiddos.
Never cried,YES I NVR CRIED THIS HOLS.
So happy! Hated some people,but i dont mind hating em.
Did no hmwk,nvr studied.
Spent alot of tym with my dear cousin.Anticipated my birthday.
Grew closer to my cheechas,
gotten high many times.Felt highly horny too.

Now that's just what i could recall.I just thought this hols,tho i nvr went abroad was fun.Im loving everybody more and more.Its just a stand one that i'll have to follow "Work hard play later" Like D's brother would say.
And guess what? Tmr's the 26th I GET TO SEE MY BOY! Botak botak.
I likeeee ;D
Now as for the chalet,IT ROCKED! I freaked wen and keng out,spit out my undying love and how precious wen was to me.It was sweet ok,not in a relationship way but more of a how happy i am to have her as a friend way. Fun it was! The pictures say it all,so go check it for yaselfs.Im off to to some good hmwk now,

Pictures "Sentosa"
If you guys cant view,its cos you need to sign up so do it,if your too lazy
msg me for the pword and stuff =D

2004-06-22T16:47:00.000+08:00

Ok hello,Attention
Finally after some time i have pictures uploaded
Go see "Threesome"

2004-06-19T13:05:00.000+08:00

Im`a show you to make your men say Oh.

Aight,updating.Work's been getting the best of me.
I dread working,period.The kids are the only consolation.
Why so? They are ultra adorable,love em all!
Esp Cyrus&Cyril,just the cutest.Thought my last day was going to be on Friday,
but my aunt wanted help on Monday as they were going for an excursion.
I like being with the kids,so what the hell? Been like so broke from Mon-Fri
Got a lil cash with me now,not intending to stay home.Made plans to be out with Wen.
Too much of staying at home,sucks! I seriously have to start on my hmwk,bless me on this one. Well,with nothing else to say cept IM GOING OUT TO PARDYY!
Oh,and HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR.POLICEMAN (Raj) ;D

2004-06-13T21:48:00.000+08:00

Oh wee,the day was nice.
Met up with lainey,back from Sarawak that girl.
She looks tanned and all.She and her shades,will nvr change that female.
Walked arn town,Wen got a nice addidas casual bag and this mphosis handbag,
that i adore =) nicey nice nice.
Then me and laine went off home,got to work like this whole week,
got to head to heartland tmr to discuss the SVA thingy with the bestfrend and
2 donkeys.

Feeling:
For weird obvious reasons,ive been feeling fucked recently,
i dont have confidence in the way i look.
Feel totally useless,starting to think i look horrid,feeling horrid too.
Maybe it's attention seeking or some of you might think,but for real?
I really do feel this way.Oh well yall prolly think this is a waste of tym eh?
=\

2004-06-12T16:36:00.000+08:00

My Elaine tan is back! YAY! Got to meet up with her soon.
Met Wen for supper last night,got home in the early morn as well,
Brin stayed over,watched a VCD and slept as usual at 5 plus.
I need sleeep!! Going to catch The Punisher at Bishan now,
pls hope the movie is gd or else im getting raped according to that idiot!
Blehhhhh

2004-06-11T16:28:00.000+08:00

We on fire !
Ahhhh,bored.My life's been up and down.Ive been slacking way too much.
And i really mean way too much,its like i wake up and wash the dishes,whip up something.
Hog on the fone,misss the females and that's abt it.
Recently it hasnt been too bad,been chilling out with Raj at the poolside.
He's a great person to hang out with,met my bestie yest,
went to sch for the SVA thingy then headed for lunch at Delifrance,YUMCIOUS!I was
more happy to see her,missed her heaps.
Desmond called yest,poor fella sounds so tired.
Aiya i miss him so much,word has it that they'll book out only on the 26th
sob! Its all good,i cant wait to see my faggoty tupac!
AHHAHA i yam evil ;))
Eh there's this weird female called Reena that msged me on msn,and asked if i was interested in talking dirty,i already have my cheechas to talk dirrty with thus i passed her Brindha;s email add HAHAHAAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-06-09T16:12:00.000+08:00

The boy's enlisted.
I miss him already-its only normal.
Told me he looks like fag after shaving off the hair.
Hahahahahha,aww.
Damn the army.
Depriving men of lots.
In a way i think its gd ;) -wink
Been sleeping at 5 in tha morn.This IS bad.
Was out till like 5 yest,just crazy.
No work today,making use of this time to finish up some hmwk.
Tym sure runs ey?
I need to see my girls soon.
Lainy's still away,
wen's working
Nisha's with Surya
Naomi's resting
Jill's kenjilling.
And me,im working,eating,sleeping,cooking and missing all you fucktards.
Come see me quick!

2004-06-07T21:42:00.000+08:00

To my bestfriend:
I have missed you dearly,
these are the dreaded days when i dont get to see often.
But i'll get myself together and wait till i get to see your "angelic"
face,and give you that much awaited hug.
Sorry if i acted like an asswipe,its only because i missed you that much!
To everyone out there,my bestfriend's the bitch that makes me happy,
she msg's me everday standard saying this "Hi,how are you"
3 words,simple yet means alot to me.
Where else can i find someone like that?
Nah,not anywhere i can think of,and if you knew us,
we're the Un-beatables!
I love you Nisha.
You da bomb,my bomb :)

2004-06-05T22:46:00.000+08:00

Ok,im highly annoyed and bored.
I yam so broke,decided to slack the weekend away at Brin's place.
Borrowed some lame ass vcds and sorta had a movie marathon .
Was all good,esp ju-on 2 WHAT A FUCKING STUPID MOVIE~
The first one was way better.
Friday,ah seemed good for me.
I met Desmond,alot of waiting was done,but least i got to see his crib!
Waahha,Lakeside isnt too bad a place afterall,looked like a very peaceful
cooling place to me.
Went to town,got him headphones,then went to have lunch at marche.
Prolly the last tym im seeing that too with hair.
Whahaha,i'd like to see the sight w/o hair.
Kinkyyyyyy.
I don`t know what the army has install for him,he seems all excited.
Anyways,i'll be working for my aunt to get some dough.
Highly broke,so many things i havent bought.
And it aint even for me,but for people.
BROKE.
SO MANY BDAES!
BISH!~

2004-06-03T12:14:00.000+08:00

My mistake definately for these couple of months,
least now im aware of what to do.And that afterall he has feelings.
Dont know what's in it for us while he's away,but i think i know how to handle it.
Just hoping for the best.

2004-06-01T14:05:00.000+08:00

Rewind
Let's see what's basically up with my life,
i went on a shopping spree for the high tea thingy for sat.
Got a really lacy looking black skirt,i like ;)
A black top and C&K black heels,basically black was the theme for me.
Dined at Swensens and bitched alot abt relationships,males,males and more males.
Boring topic.LOL

Saturday
What a better way to start of the day then RAIN!
Got into a cab picked Wen up and went str8 to somerset.
Lil did we know that it was held in Hotel Phoenix,Europa.
I'll tell you how they all came dressed,Dress code : Smart formal
but do you what we saw?
Denim skirts,fake Addidas shoes,Slippers,Some funny jap pants..etc
was basically one of the 3 non chinks there,i did have some sort of fun no thanks
to my heels!I wont consider it a waste of money .It was just okay.

Sunday
Was slack day,din do much.
Wen came over for lunch and catched the IIFA awards,
then Brin came over to stay,watched Kal Ho Na Ho again,teared sob sob.
Shah Rukhie is just the cutest.

Monday
Went swimminggggggggggggg.
Yumcious,was dripping sweat in thru Suana.
Least i know that some fats attempted to die.
And as for today,i have no plans cept slack.
brin's a lil upset,sheesh.
Gone,all respect.
I dont believe he's going to be enlisting soon ;(
Im craving ice cream,LOADSA OF ICE CREAM!!!!

2004-05-26T20:59:00.000+08:00

Argh,so hooked to the gangster bounce song.
Now,tho i was extremly sleepy in sch today,fighting to keep my eyes wide open and all.
It wasnt such a bad day after all.
NO SKEWL ON FRIDAY FOR ME!
Prolly catching well awaited Weapon Word with Kokila.
Want to catch it with the bestie,but i'll have to meet Wen in town later part of the day
to shoo for the dance party/high tea.
Shopping for me ;))
Couple of things to do during the hols:
Study
Get the watch for Nisha
Give Des boy a treat before he becomes a slave to the nation.
Watch many many movies.
Meet up with a couple of friends
Study
Oh that i mentioned?
And i want to master my culinary skills!!

2004-05-25T17:56:00.000+08:00

Im highly annoyed.
Very hungry.
Anyone wanna make my day?
You maybe,? I miss you.

2004-05-24T13:51:00.000+08:00

Have i mentioned? Jill is my certified pon-teng partner.

Hooked:
I dream about, how it's going to end,
Approaching me quickly,
Living a life of fear,
I only want my mind to be clear,
People making fun of me,
For no reason but jealousy,
I fantasize about my death,
I'll kill myself from holding my breath,
My suicidal dream,
Voices telling me what to do,
My suicidal dream,
I'm sure you will get yours too,
Help me, comfort me,
Stop me from feeling what I'm feeling now,
The rope is here now I'll find a use,
I'll kill myself I'll put my head in the noose,
My suicidal dream,
Voices telling me what to do,
My suicidal dream,
I'm sure you will get yours too,
[brief solo]
Dreaming about my death,
Dream,
Sucidal, suicidal, suicidal dream,
I'm suicidal,
Suicidal dream.

2004-05-23T21:18:00.000+08:00

Went to Ziah's nehphew's bdae.
He's just the cutest.
*Squuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuze*
The weather was darn hot tho,got home slacked and slept.
Then watched that Pradana Villa sheit,Pravin din win!
Aiyohhhh,anyways.There's sch for me tmr.I dont want to go,but Ms.Gan is being a bitch
Eeeeeeek.I think im falling sick,AGAIN.
Dont wish too..
I really so want to watch Yuva,prolly this fri or sumfin.
Nth much to say or do,lyfe's highly boring for this week.
All the fun starts during the weekend?
SEVEN ALREADYY.Wee.

2004-05-21T17:52:00.000+08:00

I am so infactuated with Shah Rukh Khan,
First it was Main Hoon Na,then i keep watching Kal Ho Na Ho over and over again,
im mad! Haha,Been going to bloody indian paradise for the past few days
to get my suit and some other stuff.
Got this classy very simple black suit,which i think looked nice ;)
Aiks,cant wait to wear it!
Got all my results,4/7 subs.
PASSED.
Mom wasnt mad,told me to try harder.
Got like a A2 for tamil!!
And din do exactly well for Eng but got praised by the bitch who hardly praises.
Weekend isnt going to be as busy as last week,prolly going to slack then will be out like
the whole of Sunday.Next week lessons presume,Fuck.Not interested to study
Just want to sleeeeeeeeeeeep.
With nth much else to say,i shall be off now.